Transition

Don't we all look for inspiration...to make life more fun, more fulfilling, more amazing? When is the next vacation, when is the next shopping spree, next date, next big celebration, next party. But the reality is most days are ho-hum...ordinary. I want to remember that God has given me three little ones....full of growing minds, hearts, feelings, emotions to navigate life with, which is such a huge challenge and I want to find inspiration in that! We are in a huge season of transition...transition for me as a mother of 5 and the kids as big siblings. I don't always feel up to this challenge but then I look at these pictures of Ellie's first day of life and remember what I went through for 9 months of pregnancy and growing this little life and then birthing her (in one hour and 15 minutes) that I know (even if I don't FEEL) I am up for this challenge. I haven't left the house yet with all three on my own but I know the day is coming quickly. I know I'm going to yell at my kids, drop things on the ground, fumble over how to handle misbehaviors but I hope I can remember this...being a mom is a gift that has been given to me. I have three healthy (mostly happy) kids and I want to enjoy each day with them. Praying for patience and grace -- each day.